being your best, better self

luvqt// edited later
3 min readSep 28, 2021

-within abstraction, how do you even answer being your best self?

Is it realizing that you are worthy for all you have ever dreamt of? Is it all you ever entered into life, into creation, to be? To be the best you possibly can, within the heart center. It’s being your bold signature self, that allows you to continuously grow on auto-loop without effort. you choose to persevere with all you are doing now. it is choosing to be yourself, even though not being yourself may be more like-able. it’s noticing when you are yourself, and giving yourself an applause, because you showed up for yourself by honoring yourself.

it’s impressive to come into this life, be riddled by hardship, and overcome. bettering yourself is bettering your spirit. going through a betterment of the past is sometimes to be put simply being present. all you can do is sit, and have revelations of growth. being present and being present in revelations of growth. it’s forgiveness towards yourself and others so you can be at peace with yourself. it’s stopping the cycles that keep you stagnant or halting your growth process. growing is hard. nobody often teaches us the process of alchemy within the spirit, or soul. it’s hard when we aren’t taught on how to deal with complex emotions or life events. or just living life and having to dodge or sometimes being hit by things we were never equipped to experience, at that time. growing is adapting to a new, and better norm. even if the present moment isn’t your best friend, you learn to flow in being your own by trusting the reasoning for the present moment. if you notice while present, you feel somewhat whole and content, you have made it to the better times in life. to be comfortable with one’s present is a gift of staying here. it’s easy to leave the now, or here itself. the brilliance and bravery of being here now is the acceptance of it all inside of you. that you only deepen that relationship with being here now. when you are present, you are most equipped to handle things for now, and not any other time. you don’t handle it in past habitual ways. you handle it with having gained more wisdom. ways you would have had a set reaction for, you have changed your response or stopped giving it. growing is hard, like I said. but no growth leads to worse pain: it only leads to embracing the pain you have now in order to enjoy more fully having made peace embedded in with that inner war inside of you. loving the inner world inside of you as medicine. it’s hard to present sometimes when life is putting you through tough, a little harder ways to navigate. trust in your spirit every step of the way. it guides you with the better voice, the better response, the better way of responding, and the better way of showing up for yourself by changed action. flowing, and accepting the situation for what it is right now, and staying grounded is all you can do during metamorphosis. nothing is worth the halt or stopping of your butterfly transformation from continuous work on your spirit. love the journey, and the process. it’s having confidence to have been consistently here, staying content in seeing the current blessings, and appreciating it all. stay here, and stay present. it’ll be ok, I promise.

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luvqt// edited later

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