2024 new thoughts
lately i’ve been learning the essence of oversharing. how not to overshare, what to have private, but. there is vulnerability in sharing. there is a difference in bleeding, and trauma dumping onto others in oversharing. some of us come from environments where oversharing was a way of monitoring us, knowing our business, etc. not everyone that forced us to overshare, either in a societal proximity or for points: etc etc, cared about that. I’ve been mastering the art of going ghost on everything, limited engagement, and protecting my peace as an art. in limiting yourself, you limit connection. are you protecting yourself? oversharing is poor spiritual hygiene. it stems from hurt, abuse, etc. if you have a beautiful world, don’t allow it to be “all access” to just anyone and everything: that’s how your beautiful world shoots down into ruins as you are forced to be the one to pick it all back up by yourself. oversharing opens doors to the right people. but also the wrong energy, and things. ward. don’t allow just anyone. you have to be selective, and have standards. or else your beautiful little world, you will restore alone. your sistine chapel: you restore alone. this is also a metaphor for peace, poor boundaries, people pleasing, etc.
you’re brave in the way that you share with the world. your vulnerability and sharing is a healing. as we are in a third decade towards social media, there are jealous souls. there is envy, emulation, and overall just hating on someone you want to be. maybe someone hated on you because you remind them of someone who hurt them, even though you have an entirely different personality and or being than the person that they are reminded of. sharing joy to the world is beautiful. you have to protect your joy, and laughter. lately I realize that my past plans and developments were ruined not because of their quality: but due to the fact that everyone had access. gatekeep. if there are beautiful things you enjoy, share with the right people on a need to know basis. be mysterious. don’t allow others into your world unless they are worthy. unless, they can have a fake development of your world where they can destroy their own legacy through emulation. but not yours. let yourself live in silence. breathe in silence. the ones that also hear the same music as you, will hear the same music as you in that silence. and that’s how you know, that you are truly connected in the joy of resonance: as well as a similar mind/body/soul.
people want you to be an “npc”: not having strong thoughts, opinions, self-education and deep education whether an institutional entity or not. think for yourself. we can’t all look the same, be the same, etc. over-saturation is still a problem in the third decade of internet. the way to overcome it is to create a silent place without noise. this understimulated area is a refugee, for the constant lack of variety and or lack of self in order to have gain/buzz.
if I could go back in time, I would tell myself to keep my lips locked. but then. how would my tribe or those on the same plane would have found me? people want to bully you into silence. it stops you from sharing joy.
it’s a balance, i’ve determined.
