focusing on the internallately every couple of years, the internet finds my viral internet history. and to be honest, I don’t want to feel otherness. it is so…Mar 22Mar 22
I believe you.I believe your pain, your past, your traumas, I believe you. the one thing I notice a lot with psychiatric patients and patient files that…Mar 20Mar 20
the projects are like german concentration campsthe projects, and the hood feels like concentration camps of the same segregation of ethnic identity as well as concentrated groups. that…Mar 20Mar 20
coercive powercoercive power within colonization taste of the abuser, having more than you, having the ability to know that you as the little man are…Mar 20Mar 20
feelings for when I don’t feel positive specificallylately I write in my journal, and I feel so invaded like every thought is being translated into audiences that I don’t want people outside…Mar 19Mar 19
silent houselately i’m detoxing from memories of the people who hurt me. Lord order my steps with this one. there are people who hurt me who I know…Mar 18Mar 18
the present is nowthe present is now. I’m at the time in my life where I am deeply in a state of reflection. I am feeling so many things of processing…Mar 2Mar 2
we’re not runningI refuse to stay running. my ancestors have continued to run. they have ran from Iraq to Hakkari. Iraq to all over the world trying to find…Feb 16Feb 16
out of my controllately, I had to drop two classes due to things being out of my control. like in my human realm of control, I didn’t expect to be a victim…Feb 12Feb 12
ܟܘܿܡ ܦܵܐܬ݂ܵܐ (kompatha = shame)ܝܼܘܵܢ ܪܵܒܵܐ ܒܡܲܥܠܘܼܡܘܼܬܵܐ ܓܵܘ ܕܘܼܢܝܹܐ ܐܲܕܝܼܵܐ. ܗ݇ܘܹܠܝܼ ܚܘܼܠܩܲܢܬܵܐ ܒܶܒ ܛܠܽܘܡܝܳܐ ܠܥܘܼܕܵܠܹܐ ܫܡܳܛܬܳܐ ܐܰܚܽܘܢܳܝܳܐ ܐܺܝܡܳܢ ܓܲܪܘܸܣ ܕܝܼ ܡ̣ܢ ܐܰܠܳܗܳܐ…Jan 28Jan 28